copy paste story. ehe =)

tantan dapat citer ni kat Forum..Korang bace la..Ceritanya begini….

Aku mengeliat sepuas puasnya. Nasib baik takder siapa nampak cara aku mengeliat. Mahu jatuh saham aku huhu.Tiba tiba aku teringat kisah semalam.Airmata terus berlinang. Terasa amat sayu dan sedih. Salah ke kalau aku nak pakai tudung? Naper abah tak benarkan? Buat pengetahuan korang, bapak aku ni jenis orang yang sibuk giler. Businessman yang sentiasa sibuk. Mak aku dah takder. Meninggal dunia lama dah. Sedih sangat2.Dari jendela, kelihatan cahaya matahari mula menjeluskan diri ke celah langsir tingkap.Jam dah 11:00 pagi. Perut lapar.Aku bangun capai tuala, masuk bilek mandi.

Lepas mandi, aku belek belek tubuhku pada cermin. Alangkah lebih cantik kalau aku bertudung. Aku nekad! Aku akan protes habis habisan kalau bapa aku tak nak juga bagi pakai tudung. Aku sanggup lari dari rumah. Demi kebaikan yang aku pilih. Lantak la ahli keluarga aku yang lain2.Semuanya tak nak pakai tudung! Tapi aku nak!!!! Aku turun ke bawah. Baru jea nak buka tudung saji atas meja, terdengar bunyi kereta masuk garaj.

Aku jenguk melalui tingkap dan nampak bapa aku balik. Aikkkk, apahal bapa balik awal ni???Dalam masa yang sama, aku rasa inilah masa yang terbaik untuk desak bapa aku benarkan aku pakai tudung.Now or never!Bila bapa aku buka pintu, aku bersalam dengannya dan tanpa lengahkan masa,aku kata,”Daddy, cheq nak pakai tudung. Cheq nak!”Bapak aku terus jegil sebesar besarnya. Macam ada api keluar! Pang… Bapa aku hayun penampar ke muka aku! Tersepok aku di celah set sofa.

“Aduh….sampai hati daddy! Cheq tau la daddy rasa malu kalau cheq pakai tudung. Salah ke kalau cheq nak tutup aurat cheq? Kalau adik dan abg tak nak…Pang ! Daddy labuh pelempang ke muka aku sekali lagi sebelum aku abis bercakap.

“Hang jangan nak bagi aku malu naa! Hang jangan nak buat pasai! Hang nak pakai tudung buat apa??? Dah 100 kali aku habaq, LELAKI TAK PAYAH PAKAI TUDUNG, LELAKI TAK PAYAH PAKAI TUDUNG!!! Tu la, bila time kelas agama, hang ponteng! Nama hang aku boh “Razali”, tup tup lekat jadi ZAZA sahaja! Memang la dalam rumah ni semuanya tak bertudung sebab adik hang tu lelaki! Abang hang pun lelaki jugak!”.

Aku yang tersepuk celah sofa, terus menangis terkedu kedu. Dah la sakit kena tampar, kena pelempang. Tudung pun tak dapat jugak.SALAH KAH AKU? SALAH KAH AKU! OOOOO tidak !

hahaha bengon nye cte. ape daa :)))

never be replaced

ok, baru 2 hari pulang dari penang.. tapi tak mo cte ape jadi kat penang.. biarlah jadi knangan kte2 orang je.. bukan kedekut. tapi... hanya MEREKA2 je yg tahu..huhu
tgah2 bosan kat ofis dgr2 la lagu.. then terdengar lagu yg pnh jadi feveret aku dlu.
so sweet lagu nehh, nahh untuk SEMUA dann _______
hehe =)

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/0-9/1st_lady/never_be_replaced.html ]
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know,
That everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all.

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

SEKIANN =)

my MARCH weekend planningggg ! =D

knp gmbar BFF jadi pilihan? sbb march weekend ni akan spent time dgn dyeorg sumeee.love youuu my BFF!

hey hoyyy people... syukur alhamdullillah ~ sbb....

rezki semakin murah, hati semakin tenang, jiwa dh tenteram, perasaan dh gembiraaa ;D

kenapa gembira? sebabb..sebabb..nikmat hadapi dugaan kot.hhihi

ok, today entry nk cerita sikit planning hujung minggu pada bln mac ni.

di pendekkan cerita dikatakan rezki murah tu sbb dh lama tak withdraw money kat bank tu..

so ade lah sikit untuk BERFOYA-FOYA.

sejak2 ni suke pulak nak gunakan pkataan tu., SERONOK ! hahaha

12/3/2011

-asal nya janji dgn fara nk teman kan dye shooting untuk assignment dye kat gunung lang, ingatkan ta jd sbb dye dh pi ngn family dye..tp rase2 si chomby ni nak pegy lagi..so pegy jela.. nk pegy kena ade transport..sape lagi kalau bukan hazim..kan hazim kan.. hehe. nk harapkan kakak ak nti lmbat lak cam haritu. nti korg bising..so hazim amek kteorg ek? haha.. chomby, i nak nek boat tau, u jgn terjun g berenang laks. haha. then hazim ajak tgk wayang hikayat merong mahawangsa. tgk triller dye cm best jak. so on jela kan.. lg pun hazim nk blnje kn hazim kn kn kn? heheeh chomby, blnje kfc lagi boleh? =) hahaha

18/3/2011-20/3/2011

wowowowow! ni gle lame nk pegy sane nk wat ape? hehe nk BERFOYA-FOYA lahhh.. ekekke mula2 excited nak pegy penang sbb _______________ lepas tu tak jadi pulak so then mcm xnk pi. tbe2 syafiq pun cm interested nk pi.. so ajak la elena.. cantik.. sume on.. dikatakan lect ksygn kami "abg acap" boleh bwk kami jalan2 nk overnite. so on je. tbe2 dye ade kursus kat PTSS! ahhh, kami mula memberontak. akhirnya beliau dh jnji nk blnje kami bbq sem 5 nti.. hihi. so its okayy. so sweet of u encik ! difikir2 kan sape lagi yg boleh memandu..akhirnya KN lah jwpn kami. but then tak nk pulak bawak manual..adoiii. luckily ade tini.. kecil2 si cili padi..dye lah yg bawak nye.. hooyeh! terbaik lah budak kecik!!tujuan utama adalah untuk hadiri gathering jpp. tp knp smpai 3 hari? haha saje nk mluangkan masa.. nk g taman negara, elena teringin nk g toy museum.. nti mummy bawak ye.. tini lak nk g feringgi..jom2 suma tempat kte leh gi. hahaha suka nya tak sabaq2 nk jumpa kawan2.. rase dh lme bangat~~walaupun br jumpe elena haritu tp dh rase mcm bpuluh tahun!!(lebih2 lak) haha

excited gila. boleh tak tolong cepatkan masa??please.. hihi syafiq! jgn lupa beli tket bas aku tau! ehe nti kat sana sume jgn nakal2 k? mummy tak larat nk handle. behave okay? xmo gadoh2.. nti mummy tgal. haha(mcm la ak yg drive) hehe. sampai sini je k? jumpe u alls nti ! mmuuuahh2!

26/3-/201127/3/2011

haa, yang ni planning gedik name nya. haha dh lame sgt tak pi genting kan so ak ajak la abg mal, kak yana, n ee pegy.. alkisah nya sbb ak merajuk ngn abg mal sbb xajak ak gi langkawi. saje mgade. bkn merajuk btul pun pastu dye ajak g genting. hooyeah! on je ! aku ni asyik2 on je kalau bab bjalan. selepas dipujuk2 baru ayah aku kasi. hee thanks father, i lap uuu!! so, dh dpt izin dr ayahnda br leh ajak kwn2.. hmm, lupe plak la yg ee keje hari ahad.so dye tak leh pi =( hmm, nk pi ngn sape?? tak mo kaco kak yana ngn abg mal..abg mal suh ajak ________, tapi ak takde________. haha so ak ajak la chomby ! pfffttt~ chomby plak ade midterm ! haiyoo, i kill u chomby ! haha. minx2 la its postponed atau that date tak kena exam. huhu. i really hope for it chomby.. n then aman cakap nk ikot.follow jela aman oii, ajak bf ko skali pun tape. nadim gle pun nk ikot.. ikot la dim, jgn ko mgarut byk sgt sudah..ak pnt nk layan~ haha so it is still opening to sape2 yg nak follow. tp tnggung sendri la yerk. best ouw, pi sane terbang2 kat roller coaster !wiwiiiiiiitttttt. :D kalau chomby tak pegy ak tak rase yg ak akan pegy. so chomby,pegy la ek ek ek? hehe

hoh, pnjang nya mengarut . paham tak ni? hehehe. i love u march 2011. u gonna be my awesome MARCHHH!! =)

MARCH !

299 days ago we met. remember? :)

you don't but i am,

no worries, just chill.it was a fate.

accept it and yeah, life go on .

hati ouh hati

ntah knp harini ak rase teruk sgt. setelah 3 jam ak fkir dgn warasnya dan tanpa paksaan aku dh buat kputusan. dan harap ni semua yg tbaik untuk sesiapa saje yg tlibat dlm "drama" ni. tak tahu lah nak bg tajuk ape kan. harap sume nya ok lpas ni. maaf, sorry. tu je yg dpt ak cakap. cakap dkt sape? dgn hati aku nih. sbb slame ni ak sndri yg myakitkan hati ak neh. nobody did. i did it myself..kejam nya aku. yeah, untuk krakter2 yg tlibat tengs ye. ak syg korang sume. tp "drama" ni ending xbest. mcm tgantung je.. tp nk buat mcm mne main krakter masing2 dh hbis untuk memainkan peranan nya. ape yg ak merepek ni pun ntah.. :) hati oh hati.. tenang lah ye. hanya bdoa kepadaNYA agar hati ini kembali tenang.. hati..sy syg awk.. biarkan yg lpas itu berlalu.. hati..jgn sedih lagi ye. sy penat mnagis. sakit mate sy.. kesian kat mate sy kan.. mate..sorry ye sbb sy sensitif sgt.. keje nk nanges je.. wahai blog.. thanks ye.. slain drpd boroi, n elena..awk la tempat sy mluahkan prasaan. thanks ye blog.. ehehe macam la hati, mata n blog ni paham :) thanks ALLAH for showing me the way of the solution. cuma skrg sy kena cari solution untuk tenangkan hati ini.. anyone have the answer? :) ily from the very start of this drama and until the end of it. tiada sape memaksa hati ni. sy ikhlas :) thanks for everything~

hmmm, am i doing the right thing!!!!!!!!!!

any changes ??!

come and let see weather anything had changed :) BUT NOTHING CHANGED ! nothing babe . its just me and its just youuu. we are fine. JUST FINE being in this situation. whats done is done and what past is past. no reversing. back to past two years is NOT GOING TO HAPPEN . eh, i means past 3 years. NOT GOING TO HAPPEND and i could not imaging if it happen. once, i hope for it but NOW, please...... i just don't need it anymore. go back to your place, here its doesn't belongs to you anymore. you and me, two different way . i was so lame back then. my past is bad. really bad. i hate my old me. .Don't bother to make a new chapter with me in it.Cause my character died at the last paragraph of it. THANK YOUU :)

read this,with the silent mouth n with an open heart . you are my past. my 3 years back,. not NOW. i have HIM :)

bieeeeeee =)

heyyy yoooo, mari mengedik bsameeee :)

Okay, harini hari mgedik. Mgedik dgn bie sygg n family. Hhohoho. Sejak2 dah hadiahkan bie kat diamond kurylenkokoko (kakak aku) ni, jarang dapt huging2 beliau. So ble kakak dh bawak balik umah, ak pun melepaskan rindu la.. ape ke gle aku ni ngn bear2 pun jadi.. hmm, boleh la. Haha. Knp name bear2 ni bie? Nape tak pinky ke..kiko ke.. atau ape2.. knp bie? Sbb B for BOROI. Kahkahkah. Lau bie ni bnyawa, hbes la aku kena smack down.

Hihihi,bieeee.bie ni pun gedik. Byk awek. Byk bini. Kak dani la, berry,opie, kak ku, kaka ten, n wanie sume dye nk sapuuu. Ehee, bieeeeeeeee, Love u. u are my everythingggg, thanks for let me hug u ! =)

Ok, next entry ! dad bufdayyyy ! byeee :)